+ Another Me +

It's the first time in years that I'm actually happy to go back to work tomorrow. I need movement. I need to make something with my hands. I know that my work won't save the world, it isn't a 'smart' job, but it's what I do, and I'm very good at it. And what we do, well... I suppose that someone needs what we do. I think that part of my good mood came from the fact that during this vacation I did what I wanted to. I traveled. I relaxed. I spend time with my friends and my family. I went to theatre and I felt emotions long forget. I recharged the batteries after 8 months of hell. I needed to find myself again, to make a plan for the future. Plan that it's still in the making, but it's okay, after all a plan isn't a good plan if you don't change it a billion of time.

I'm okay. I can do this. I proved myself more than once during this vacation that I can go on by myself. That I'm not alone if I need help. That there are person willing to be at my side no matter what. And this is good.

I found new passions/obsessions. I watched a tons of movies (thank you James McAvoy XD). I watched a tons of tv show (actually it's better saying a tons of episodes of one tv show XD). I read a lot (thanks to the universe for the THIRDS!!!). I cried when I needed to, I smiled and I laughed a lot.

I'm the same persone as I was three weeks ago, but at the same time I'm different. Older. And maybe a little wiser.

And now it's time to go on. Thinking that even if the days will be all the same they won't. Because every day is different. A new adventure every morning and I'm planning to live it all.

With tears. Smiles. And a strenght that I didn't remember I had ♥